Ruining My Reputation

Hey guys! Welcome back. When I first started college I was in a rough spot in my life. Some really terrible things happened in the previous months and I didn’t know where I stood. I wasn’t doing very well emotionally and took a toll on me physically. I was so lost and confused and wasn’t sure if I even belonged or deserved to go to college.

My heart was broken and I was shattered. No, it wasn’t a boy. It was a family crisis. My life had almost come to an end and I was hollow. I felt nothing. I went into college alone, confused, shy, and insecure. I was so sure that the best thing to do was shut myself off from the world. I didn’t want to make friends immediately because I didn’t want to drag innocent people into my mess of a life. Little did I know God had other plans.

I made some great friends and have made more friends since. I am no longer the girl who was insecure and quiet. I am now the girl who is seen as a leader, a teacher, and a person worth knowing. My life has grown drastically in just a couple of years. I never thought all my hopes and dreams would be answered. I never knew God actually heard me. But He did. And He gave me what I wanted and needed. I had to wait, but it was worth it. I’m glad I held on and had faith.

My life wasn’t great in the beginning, but it took an unexpected turn toward greatness. I am now becoming the person I’ve wanted to be all along. I have great friends, great goals, and a lot of things to look forward to. I am hopeful for the future and all that it brings.

My reputation wasn’t great. It wasn’t the worst, but it wasn’t the best either. I was known as being weak and incapable. I wasn’t able to do anything and leaving wasn’t going to help me. People didn’t think I would make it, but here I am. Not only am I surviving I’m thriving. I finally found my element. I ruined my reputation and made my life my own. I gave people a new way to look at me. I shattered that negativity and gave people someone new to know.

Thank you so much for reading! I hope you enjoyed it and I hope it inspired you in your own life. Please like it if you did. Don’t ever let anyone tell you how to live your life. Don’t forget to follow if you are not already and I hope to see you next time!


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